Academic Work


What is Academic work?

Is it just a series of responsibilities that one must shirk,


In favour of a goal that seems like a mirage?

Or perhaps a slow moving barge?


Changing directions all the time but still keeping to its destination,

That seems like an ever-moving target?


No it is not!

Don’t worry if you are cold and you are hot?


Because this is in keeping with the rhythm of the beast,

And once you are finished you will have a feast!?


On the accomplishment of your stamina,

For you will have stripped yourself down to every crevice, and every lamina,


Only to find yet another room full of “stuff”,

Making all of what you have done so far seem like “fluff”,


This is PhD~!

It is a sea of knowingness into the unknowingness,


Looking for what answers you can find,

Only to be lost in an ocean of questions that do not bind.


So pick up your paddle and steer your raft,

Even if you don’t know how this is how you develop your craft,


You will get there with work and the force of the occasional swell,

Even thought it sometimes seems like you are paddling in hell,


You will survive!

And if you “like” the unknown then you will thrive,


For this is your drive,

Choosing to be either dead or alive,


Every moment of your existence,

Learning that the key is in persistence,


So get back to the grind,

And never forget to be kind,


To yourself and others on the way,

For this is the most important part of each and every day!





Working in Dubbo – part 2 (Team work!)


When I was working in Dubbo base hospital, I was happy that there was some really good teamwork happening, and it was nice to have specialist back-up in critical care situations. In my week there I needed to call in back up on two out of my seven nights. On one night I called in one of the most supportive bosses around in my opinion, Rose Ly, to help with the intubation of post arrest patient, and on another night I had the help of the ED director, Randall Greenberg who supported me through one of my most difficult shifts to date in managing a busy ED department on top of a motor vehicle accident and trauma. In addition to getting senior support, it was really good to work with great staff, and as usual I come away form a locum with having met some fantastic people. One of the doctor I was lucky to work with a great bunch of people, starting with being greeted by an old buddy from Wellington, NZ, who happened to be on the floor when I turned to work for my first shift– who was none other than the quietly famous Ken Looi (ED doc by night, and Unicycle world champion by day, just incase you didn’t know). I also worked with some great doctors in the ED, including but not limited to Dave my co-night doctor, and the dream team who helped out in a big way on the busiest night of the week when there was also a motor vehicle trauma. Craig, Renuka, and Rafi stayed on well beyond their shift break to keep the patients treated. Als the other specialities really pitched in, especially Jane the med reg, and the entire surgical team who were up all night. Whilst it was another non-stop night, it was good to know that everyone was part of the team, including a very friendly ward clark who I promised to email this article to when I eventually wrote it. The nurses were great too, and Mel and Sue were the two in-charge night nurses kept me in order – and I repaid the favour with a dish of guacamole on my last night.

And finally I have to mention a particular senior nurse called Rose who made my day by saying to me at the end of shift in a kind and sincere way, “You did well, and I really enjoyed working with you, I hope you come back!”. Often the end of your shift a the end of 6 in a row is when you feel like crawling into a ball and going to sleep – so thanks Rose – you’re a star in my books! And thanks alos to everyone else!

Emergency health care in the public eye

Whilst in Dubbo I met friend called David Ward who was quite passionate about giving positive feedback about hospital services that looked after and cared for his wife and premature son in an emergency situation (see newspaper article). As David and I discussed over coffee one morning, when it comes to health care, and particularly “emergency work”, it is easy to focus on what is not happening when things rarely go wrong, rather than what good is actually being done a daily basis. Whilst it is so imporant to study error, (one of the things that has motivated me into the field of medical education) it is also important to be aware of the other side of this, which is good health care delivery that occurs on a regular basis. It is easy to loose perspective of this, particulalry under sensational reporting, and I guess this situation is partly a result of lack of positive feedback – which is in a way what this post is all about! 



Dubbo Base hospital and Locuming in Rural EDs


It’s been just over a month since I finished working an incredibly eventful week of work at the Dubbo Base Hospital Emergency Department (ED), and I thought I’d share some reflections about the week and about doing Rural ED Locums in general. This is what I wrote in the week following my visit.

In my week at Dubbo Base I saw a diverse mix of patients and it was an interesting and challenging ED work environment. Despite being a relatively remote hospital of medium size I felt that there was a strong education focus and this feature was one of the highlights for me because “I love learning and teaching”. The Dubbo ED had Emergency Specialist cover and was accredited for ED training, and there was also a host of specialty registrars from other departments (including Medicine, Surgery, Orthopaedics, Paediatrics and Obstetrics & Gynaecology) which made it a well supported ED to work in. However, at the same time, the last week of nights was perhaps one of the most challenging weeks of work that I had done in recent years. I think this is partly due to the diversity of patients that I saw (as Dubbo covers a large area in Central NSW), which one of the added challenge of doing Rural ED Locums.

In my week I was also involved in some interesting emergency medicine, managing a range of Medical, Neurosurgical, Surgical and Orthopaedic Emergencies, which including major trauma, resuscitation and post resuscitation care. In addition to the big stuff there were plenty of regular ED presentations, and we saw lots of Paediatrics, and some O&G and acute Psychiatry. 

The challenges of describing work in the Emergency Department

Ever since I started a sting of medical research in Sri Lanka, and became interested in International Emergency Medicine, I have been in the habit of reflecting on what goes on in Emergency departments back in this part of the world. Because of this I often find myself asking the questions; – “What do we do in emergency medicine – how do these systems work? Do they make a difference?”. Because I have worked or observed medical systems without Emergency Medicine as an established specialty, my observed answer to the last question is a “Yes”. I say this for many reasons, which is why I’m so passionate about the development emergency medicine.  However, perhaps greatest difference I can notice straight away is that Emergency Medicine provides a system and process of creating “a degree of order” from within the chaos of a hospital’s acute admitting facility. Emergency Medicine’s doctrine acts promote the fastest attention to the most critically ill patients first, and also promotes the provision of a high level of medical experience early. This certainly was the case in my last week of work, as the model was operating in full swing. I was particularly impressed in the way that we dealt with Trauma patients that we dealt with at the weekend and also the instances of Resusciation during the week. 

Reality is stranger than fiction

In writing this blog post I found it difficult to capture all the professional challenges, ethical dilemmas, mixed emotions, trials and tribulations that can be encountered even in a single week of working in the ED, and conveying this scene is perhaps where theatre and film have an important role to create awareness – both for the improvement of the system, but also the education of the public.  

In addition, knowing what happens in an emergency department is perhaps helpful to the friend and family of those who working this environment, for often out of the sheer enormity of the culture shock it’s hard to describe. I for one often find it difficult to talk about what I have been doing, or going through because of a fear of being misunderstood. I think some kind of debrief is really healthy, but rarely practiced. This trailer that I saw on a TV series called “24 hours in the ER” seems to capture some of magnitude of interesting, weird and wacky, and challenging things that one sees in the emergency department.


I never actually watched the full series myself, but the trailer that I’ve included above looks as if it would be a good series to watch. I really like how this trailer captures not just the “bells and whistles” of the job, but it also shows some of the really challenging (and rewarding) aspects of helping people, such as dealing with the process of death. A lot of our work these has become about “end of life care”, and helping families through this process, which is quite different to the “ER” I watched as a medical student – but I guess things have as the population is getting older.

Many doctors and medical these days are blogging about their experiences which give provides a very important interface of communication between patients and health care providers. Kevin MD is a great blog that compiles as series of articles about their experiences, such as this post by about the experience of a medical student confronting death.